Done

Let me just first start off by saying this has been the week from hell. The shit has really been hitting the fan.

Seriously screw this week and the horse it rode in on, cuz this bitch is done. I won’t sit here and bore you with the long details, so here are the short ones.

I managed to buy my son 2 left shoes and my daughter 2 different sizes this weekend and realized it a separate times. I think I cracked a bone in my hand. Windows Vista is a dirty rotten whore. I got in an accident – a pretty bad one and don’t know how things are going to work out with my car. I spent 4 hours in organic chem lab on Monday measuring the purity of urea samples and that shit is just not right. I spent over 2 thousand dollars in a matter of two days on tuition fees and orthodontic payments. And blah blah blah life sucks…….

There are a few other extremely shitty things going on, but those ones I am gonna keep for myself. They are just at the surface and haven’t boiled over yet.

On another note, I have been tagged.

THE RULES: Each player of this game starts with the 7 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 7 weird things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose 7 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says you are tagged in their comments and tell them to read your blog.

~I like ketchup and nacho Doritos.

~I like sugar and butter on my white rice and grits.

~My eyes change colors with my mood and color of my clothes.

~I have arachnophobia – almost so sever that I hyperventilate.

~I can give injections, but if a needle comes near my arm and I am watching it, I will pass out. Oddly though, I can get a tattoo no problem.

~I can read and process large amounts of information, very quickly.

~I love to sit back and watch people. Watch how they behave and interact in their daily life. I find it funny how different human beings are and how they respond to different stimuli.

Well at least it is Friday and that calls for a little dancing. Doncha think?

And so it continues.....

So yea these random thoughts are basically carrying over from yesterday's blog.

~I came to the realization yesterday that maybe it is time I go have a seat on the porch. I think I have been running with the big dogs long enough and if I keep at this pace there will be nothing left.

~I am tired.

~I also have an issue with taking on too much responsibility. I know no limitations on the amount of responsibility I can handle and really pay no mind to the amount of stress that it will entail. I usually just do it. It is like I am walking around with this bag over my shoulder and it is full of rocks called responsibility. But the thing is, is that these rocks are not just my rocks. They are my daughters, my sons, Chris', my families and so on. In that bag is a little bit that I have taken on for someone else. Well recently unbeknownst to me a small hole started to form at the bottom of the bag and slowly but surely some of the rocks started to fall out. I was totally unaware that they were missing, as I had taken on too much and didn't realize it until it was like "ummm yeah what the hell happened there". So a new patch has been put on the hole at the bottom of the bag and instead of filling it to the brim and breaking my back, I started to pass the responsibilities back on to those whom gave them to me in the first place. I can't be everything for everyone, because then I become nothing for myself.

~Okay enough with the metaphorical mumbo jumbo.

~I have been watching the seasons of Married with Children every night before bed. It is odd, but falling asleep to the sound of Al's sarcastic humor and "fuck it" attitude makes me smile and fall asleep easier.

~That lady from the Appliance Direct commercial is an asshat. I swear just because of their annoying commercial I will never in a million years purchase a damn thing from them. Never. I don't care how much they say I can save.

~After class last night I go out to my car and open the door and to my surprise there was a 2 inch long Palmetto bug on my car seat. Nasty Nasty Nasty!!! If you don't know what those are they are basically a giant roach. They live outside basically everywhere in Florida. I give myself credit. I did not let the profanities fly….I simply scooped it up with some papers I had in my hand and chucked into the trees. Okay so I did call it a nasty fucker, but I was tired. Class was pretty draining.

~Accepted is a pretty good movie.

~I was talking to a friend last night on the phone, Carol, and we were talking about human nature and our need for certain things. And after I hung up, I realized that I don't smile enough. Nothing amuses me very much anymore. Granted I can argue that smiling gives you wrinkles anyways. But I think I need to find a way to lighten up and laugh a little more.

~The remake Velvet Revolver did of Surrender is really good. I love Scott's voice.

~Did I mention I was hungry? Oh well I am too lazy to read back through and see if I said that already.

Well on that note I need to go get something to eat from the break room. I am running on empty.

Fa la la la Blah Blah Blah

Hello all. Hope everyone had themselves a wonderful holiday weekend. I know we did. It was nice to be around family and I think between me, my sister and mom we put out a pretty good feast. Enough food to cause me to gain 2 pounds over the last few days.

Just out of curiosity anyone out there brave the Black Friday shopping blitz? Show of hands. Eh that's not too bad.

How about anyone decide to do the Black Friday shopping blitz with strep throat?

What no one? Really?

Yeah so it was me.

Thursday I felt a little bit of something coming on and as the day progressed it seemed that it wasn't going to amount more to anything but a simple cold. Later that night after everyone left, Chris and I briefly discussed whether there was anything worth going out for. Best Buy had complete computer systems for really cheap. We have a new computer, but the kids each have their own and they have done a real number on jumbling them up. I figured since I was tired of fixing their computers "what the hell" it was only a couple hundred and you can't beat that. So we made plans to get up at 3 and arrive 30 minutes before they started handing out tickets.

Well I went to bed that night with a horrid migraine and when I woke up the next morning after only 3 hours sleep I felt like crap. I figured it was because I didn't get much sleep and ignored the rising fever that I had and the stabbing pains in my throat. Really it takes me at least an hour to be able to function normally in the mornings. So we go anyways and get there after just a few minutes and pull in the parking lot to see a flipping line all the way down the front of the store. Well yeah I figured there would be people there, but not that many. There were 150 people lined up and waiting for tickets I guess.

We decided since we were there we would go stand in line anyways. Even if the computers were gone by the time we got to them, at least we could get them new TV's like we had originally planned. So after an hour and half of waiting I thought I was going to murder someone. My fever continued to go up and the people around me were irritating to no end. I swear if they had bumped into me one more time before we went in I was going to turn around and knock them the hell out. That is how bad I felt and Chris…poor Chris….apparently there is some morning male ritual that morning he skipped to be there and he was in need.

Turns out the asshats at the front of the line had been there since 9 the night before. I mean how ridiculous is that to leave your family on thanksgiving to go sit in line at a store. To each his own I guess. Anyways so they got the tickets for the computers. Blahdy Blah for them. We went in and found some TV's and then Chris took care of his business. I basically stood around barely moving while he was away, because my eyes were starting to blur over and I know if someone ran into me I would have ripped them a new ass and made a seen.

We paid for the TV's, PS2 games, and other DVD's I picked up along the way and then we left. Chris dropped me off at home and headed to work. It was about 5:20 AM. I went in the condo and went strait to my bed and didn't hardly get up for the next day and half.

I am all better now, but sometimes I wonder if my head is stuck halfway up my butt. I really should have just stayed home. My kids have enough as it is and it wasn't necessary to go out and get them another computer when they have one, just because I am tired of fixing theirs.

Oh and that reminds me. Funny thing happened yesterday. I was in my room typing up a paper and Chris aunt was over to pick up his son. They went outside in the parking lot to meet her. My daughter comes in frantic asking if they already left and I told her to calm herself down and no they were still there. Two second later she returns slamming the door and I call her to me and ask her why. She says she don't know and I ask if she found them and she said no. I told her to go the other way and she started to run off. I called her back and told her once again to calm down and quit being a spaz. She ran out the door.

She returned yet again shortly and ran off to her room. Chris came back in and asked me if she and I were arguing. I told him no and that I just told her to calm down before she hurt herself. He laughed and said that he seen her walk out the door and stand there for a moment and then she stuck her tongue out at my window. Then he said her name and it scared the crap out her.

Technically sticking your tongue out at me in my house warrants it getting ripped right out of your mouth, but I admit I didn't get that mad. For some reason I laughed and remembered back to being her age and how hard it was dealing with hormones. I called her in the room and asked her if she did it, with a grin on my face of course and she grinned and said no. I told her how she was busted and told her not to get so upset with me, I was only trying to prevent her from hurting herself. Running around like a mad woman could be the cause of yet another broken arm. I told her I loved her and sent her on her way. I guess at least she didn't flip me off. That is a plus.

Well that is enough babbling from me. I have much more to share, but I will save it for tomorrow.

Have a great Monday!!

Ramblings...

Howdy all. Just another little blog about…well about absolutely nothing of importance to any of you, but your gonna hear it anyways.

I am in weird mood today. I am my usual tired self, but I am also really far out in left field. I don't know how I am functioning. I just got a call from Chris. He went to my son's Thanksgiving meal today at school and he had to call and tell me how much fun he had. Apparently he arm wrestled everyone in the class. He loves kids and they love him.

Tonight we go and pick up the younger of Chris' two sons from the airport. He would have been here yesterday, but I had a re-re moment and booked his flight out of Philadelphia instead of Pittsburg. (insert Mencia saying da-da-da-daaa) Seriously though, I think I hit the mouse scroll button and didn't realize it, because they are right by each other. Too bad Philly is only about 4 hours away from Pittsburg. So needless to say I spewed out a great deal more money to correct the flight. (insert dramatic sigh)

My mom is also flying into the same airport tonight so that is cool. We will go early so we can see her before Chris' son comes in. Haven't seen her in a few years so it will be nice.

The next few weeks are definitely going to be full. Of course this week is Thanksgiving (my sis and I are doing all the cooking), next week we are going to see Disturbed, Stone Sour, 3 Days Grace, Flyleaf, and Nonpoint. Woo Hoo! That should definitely be fun. Then the week after that we are going up to Mckenzie and then heading our to see Ms. Burst My Bubble and of course then up to Adams to see the Bell witch, which kind freaks me out because I am a chicken shit. It would be my luck that I would be the one to piss the ghost off thus bringing forth an all mighty wrath. Okay so I am exaggerating, but my luck is really not that good. Then after that is Christmas….woo hoo!

The pups go to the vet today; So far so good. They have been both fun and exhausting. I will post pictures of them soon. They are adorable. Josephine aka Joey and Jonathan Davis aka J.D. are the names we decided on.

Well that is it for now.

Happy Thanksgiving.

Just A Few Ramblings

Yes it is true another blog from me……it has been three in a row. You sick of me yet?

Just a few things today.

First……My regular blog is up on The Blue Doodle. If you remember, yesterday I mentioned something about my mind going ape shit on me, well here is a perfect example of just how ape shit I am talking.

Click the link below:

http://www.thebluedoodle.com/writerpages/mysteryinside.html

Feel free to leave comments here. The Novel Write off is up yet, but no fears it will be soon. Also don't forget to check out the other writers as well.

Second……If you haven't done so already, send me your yahoo IM. It seems to be that it is easier to keep in contact with people through that. I am online a lot, but not on myspace. I have 2 online classes and so a lot of the time I will have messenger running while I am doing my homework.

Third……I want to say Happy Birthday to both Adam and Amy!!!!!!! You guys are both awesome and I hope you enjoy your days.

Fourth......Has anyone else noticed that there are no more category selections in the blog?

Fifth......I came across this picture today and I don't know why but it makes me giggle uncontrollably.

Sixth and lastly……Hope you all have a wonderful weekend!!

NOICH NOICH NOICH

Have you ever had one of those days where everything that happens is just plain ridiculous? Well that would be my day today. I won't go into all the details, but the one that is getting me the most is that I have this freakin song stuck in my head.

It is not a popular song, well in my opinion it is not. In fact it is off a movie. A movie, which I don't particulary care for and haven't seen for over a year. But for some reason I have the song in my head. So my evil little mind got to working. Maybe, just maybe if I could throw it out of mind into one of your minds it might go away. So here it comes...you ready..... (hitting side of head with palm of head) *poof* *splat*

Fuck, fuck, fuck, -- Mother, mother fuck, -- Mother, mother fuck, fuck -- Mother fuck, mother fuck, -- Noich noich noich, -- 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4, -- Noich, noich noich -- Smokin' weed, smokin' wizz, -- Doin' coke, drinkin' beers, -- Drinkin' beers, beers, beers, -- Rollin' fattys, smokin' blunts, -- Who smokes the blunts? -- We smoke the blunts. -- Rollin' blunts and smokin'...

And now it is yours. Ahhh...peace at last. Silence. Shit....one of you has a hollow skull up there cuz it went right in one of your eyes, out the other and right back it to my head. Aw well. It will eventually go away.

Fuck, fuck, fuck, -- Mother, mother fuck, -- Mother, mother fuck, fuck -- Mother fuck, mother fuck, -- Noich noich noich, -- 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4, -- Noich, noich noich -- Smokin' weed, smokin' wizz, -- Doin' coke, drinkin' beers, -- Drinkin' beers, beers, beers, -- Rollin' fattys, smokin' blunts, -- Who smokes the blunts? -- We smoke the blunts. -- Rollin' blunts and smokin'...

For those of you that don't know that song, it is Jay from Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back. I really don't care for the show and how I know the words to that song are beyond me. I am seriously thinking about getting my head examined. Nothing makes a lick of sense to me anymore. Speaking of lick........

AN EXPLANATION

Okay so it has been brought to my attention that my lack of presence around here is not acceptable. And as I can sympathize with those who are being a thorn in my ass right now and constantly bringing it to my attention, I cant help that I am busy. So to get you off my ass here is an update of all the things that are going on.

~ My life is chaos. My daughter has made both the cross country and basketball team. Her practices are after school and she doesn't get done until 5:15. Which means.....I leave work pick up my son and then go over and pick her up. We don't get home until between 5:30 and 6:00. Then Chris and I make dinner and get our household chores done. By the time everyone has eaten and gets there shit together.....it is 7:00 or later. This is not including the nights where my son has cub scouts at 6:00 or the night that they have Awanas at 6:30 or every other Thursday morning when my daughter has an orthodontist appointment 20 min away. Oh and I think I failed to mention the twice a week basketball games. Boy I cant wait until baseball season starts for them.

~I have been spending every free moment that I have on writing. In fact I almost have achieved writer's burnout. I have been working on my pieces for The Blue Doodle, which I have enjoyed the most, as well as a few other projects I have going on right now. The amount of time spent on research and time spent on planning out each of the different projects is beyond tiresome. Some of my projects could have waited, but I got bored one day and started a bunch of things. Now I am not bored and tired. I will give more details later and for those that are just to nibby and have no patience.....call me. I honestly had no idea that I would be taking this avenue in my life. So it has been interesting to say the least.

~For those that may remember me saying something a few months back about possibly having something of mine published.....well it is happening. I will only say it is a coffee table book to be released sometime in November. Not a huge deal, but it is happening nonetheless. I will give more details as I have them.

~I was chosen to be interviewed by the local media about the full semester scholarship that I received last semester. I get scholarships every semester, but none that are full tuition, so I guess this is a big deal. (I am so gonna get shit for this, because I have not told a single soul about this.) I was reluctant at first about doing it, since I don't like a great deal of attention. When it comes my way I am extremely weary of having any part in it. But, I did feel like I at least owed the people who gave me the scholarship a little bit of my time. It was a 5,000 dollar scholarship and the money was needed and I am beyond thankful.

~I am still trying to study for the GREs. This test is important and I have less than a month to get my shit together. The rate I am moving at with this is just not gonna work and I need to step it up a few notches.

~We are still working through the refinance of the house up in West Virginia in order to buy his Aunt and Uncle out. It has been a very painstaking task and I swear the lawyer we are dealing with got his license off the internet, because he really sucks ass. Since the house is so old and long been paid for.....finding all the required documents and having surveys and appraisals and all that good crap has been really difficult, especially since we live in another state. Plus some of the documents needed are unable to be found. I can't wait til we have to start the remodeling and then go through the renting out process. Thank goodness the apartment out back is rented and the guy plans to stay. So if anyone is in need of a 3 bdrm house in a few months. Let me know. lol

~It is official our first camping expedition is set for September 23. I have fought this and fought this, but this is something the family wants to do, so I give. I know I won't mind the outdoors and camping part of it. I mean after all I do have redneck roots. I just do not like to be dirty for extended periods of time. I can't help it......I just like to be clean. I am sure I will survive and the family time will greatly out weigh any discomforts that I may experience. Who knows I may even enjoy myself.

So I think I have given you all just a little taste of the whacked life that I live. I don't mind the busy life that I have, because I can take it. I just get spread a little thin sometimes.

I have written something for The Blue Doodle this week in addition to the Novel Write off. The write off is not up yet but this is. Please check it out.

CLICK HERE

Also Chris or DI has done an amazing poem in remembrance of 9/11 for the Doodle as well. Please check it out, if you havent already.

CLICK HERE

Random Schmandom.........and a Rat Pack Pimp too.

Random Schmandom......and a Rat Pack Pimp too.

Okay this one will be rather short today. Well I hope it is anyways. I am sure I will think of a few things to add in as I go.

~I hate Chemistry. I know you have all heard this before, but dammit this hatred is growing. It is not that I dont have the capabilities to do it, it is all just mumbo jumbo bullshit. I wanna know when I will need to ever know the quantum number of Copper? I mean really. Why in the hell do I have to have three semesters of this shit? This class is literally sucking the life right out of me.

~So as I have mentioned before, we are moving on the first of August. That is 7 days from now. Wanna know how much packing we have done? None, zip, zilch. We just don't have the time to do it. I know it is the next building, but this should make for an interesting move. I can see it now.

~My heart is filled with unexplainable sadness right now. Yesterday morning I woke up in a foul mood. I mean really foul. I was pissed off at everyone and everything for no reason. Something wasn't sitting right with me and I couldn't figure it out, until I received a phone call from my sister last night. I was walking out the door and down the stairs and she had informed me that one of my cousins was killed in a car crash. This literally hit me like a ton of bricks and I haven't got over the shock of it yet. He was so young and a father to a little girl. I can't even think of his exact age, which makes me feel like shit, but I know he was around 19 or 20. The truly sad part for me was that this kid had a great deal of problems growing up and only recently he was making an effort to turn his life around. He wasn't all the way there, but he was making the effort. My family hasn't experienced this type of death before and it really hard to swallow. Any deaths had been from old age. I am sure once the initial shock wears off, I will be a mess. So keep that in mind for future reference, if I disappear for a while.

~Update on The Blue Doodle (www.thebluedoodle.com). In case you don't read The Bluest Doodle's blogs (I would link it, but myspace is not letting me acess her profile right now), there has been a change of plans on my story. Instead of just myself posting a part of it every week, she will be as well. The section of the website has been title The Great Novel Write Off. It is a challenge for both of us to keep up with one another and for every one I post she will post as well. Here's the link to both our first postings/prefaces. It is a really cool idea and hopefully the both of us can see it through.

Click Below

www.thebluedoodle.com/bookoff.html

~I know I said I was leaving Thursdays for my Rat Pack business, but I came across this writer and it just can't wait. She has literally blown me away and I am utterly intrigued with her story. It is a little of the gruesome side and may not be for everyone so be aware, but is right up my alley. I read these kinds of books all the time. Please meet.............

A Ravaged Mind

She has 2 parts to her story up, be sure to read part 1 first. I promise this one is well worth the read. I am sure I will be pimping her out more and more as the story progresses. That's just how impressed I am with her work.

Halls of Shadows Part 1

Halls of Shadows Part 2

Well that's it for today. Sorry I had nothing really funny to share, but maybe next week. Hope you all enjoy your day. Its only 8:30 a.m. right now and all I can think about is going home and going to sleep. lol I hope I make it through the day.

Random Schmandom............bladity blah blah.

Random Schmandom........bladity blah blah.

I will just jump right into this one.

~ We found another condo to move into. It is in the same community and is well......the building across the street/parking lot, which eliminates a great deal of packing and trucking things around town. It is close enough to walk everything over. Plus it is 250 dollars cheaper than the one we are in and is on the first floor. No more carrying groceries up three flights of stairs. I was tricked into thinking living of the third floor would give me buns of steal from walking stairs daily, it has only give me a near stroke experience, so the first floor is much appreciated.

~One of my poems is going to be published. I am not sure on all the details yet and to be honest I am a little weirded out by the whole thing. I don't consider myself a poet or a writer per se and to have something of mine be published just doesn't feel right to me. It makes me uncomfortable, because I don't feel I deserve it. I will update as I know more.

~Last Friday when my ex-husband was picking up the kids for the night, he asked if Chris and I would like tickets to take all the kids (including Chris) to the Fire Cats (arena football) game the next night. I was totally thrown off by this, since he never does anything with out wanting something in return. Our relationship is okay as far as the ex- relationship goes. The way I treat it is that I love my kids more than I dislike him and making peace between him causes less angst for my kids. (Fucker still owes me money out the ass though) Cautiously I agreed, since we have never taken all of the kids to an event like this. So Saturday morning, after staying up until 2 am studying, I drag my ass off to lab class for 4 hours. After lab I haul ass to the store to pick up birthday supplies for a party for Chris son that was going on that afternoon. I run home, everyone gets ready, we go to the party and then about 2 hours before the game starts we head home. I am feeling like ass and am beyond exhaustion at this point, but fuck it right, I am going to hang out with my kiddos. I dont need to look anything better than a notch above trailer trash and so we head out the door with me in a baby t, raggedy low rise jeans, and flip flops. At least I wasnt wearing my favorite wife-beater, right? Anyways we get to the game and I leave to take my son to the bathroom sometime during the first quarter. (He sucked down a Mellow Yellow in 2 seconds flat) As he is walking into the bathroom someone comes running over and picks him up and starts swinging him around. I was all about to go kung fu on someones ass when I seen it was my ex-husband. Yup no shit. After the pleasantries of the wtf are you doing here and how lovely you are sitting right behind us convo, my son and I go back to our seat. I figure it cant be that bad, it is only him and his friend, and even though Chris cant stand the site of him, everyone just wants to have fun with each other. We are sitting there no sign of the dillhole and here comes the troops. Not only is he with his friend, he is with a group of his friends, his sister and her friends, and his girlfriend whom I have never met nor seen before. It was a lovely event. They sat in front of us and had their little drinking escapade of hooting and hollering at the game, while my kids sat with us in the row behind them. It was all good though, kids thoroughly enjoyed themselves and I couldnt help but laugh about the fact that I looked so wore out and blah. I hope his girlfriend doesn't think any less of me. Shit who am I kidding, I don't give a fuck, I still looked better than she did. lol

~For those that don't know Devils is on his way to WV right now and will be gone for a week. I don't know how available an internet connection will be for him up there, but he is going up to clear out the property we are buying so his time would be limited if he had any. I will pass any harassing and threatening comments along to him from you if you have any.

~I have decided to make a screen name available through AIM for anyone who wants to chat. I dont know that I will be available much, but here it is........mysteryinside78. Use it wisely. I have never given a screen name out to anyone that I have never met personally. (except I gave my private one to one person the other day for my own reasons)

~Last but not least........The Rat Pack. I have babbled long enough today so I will refer you to the founders blog The Rat Pack and the VPs blog The Rat Pack. This is an exclusive group, but all are encouraged to participate. Our first little project has been pimping the awesome Flaming Moe, so go check out and subscribe to his blog if you haven't done so already.

Happy Tuesday to you all!

Random Schmandom..........boy it's been a while.

Random Schmandom...............boy it's sure been a while.

~I know it's been a while since I have done one of these, but dammit I have been busy. I hope you all enjoyed your 4^th and hopefully all limbs are still intact and there are not too many 1^st degree burns or hangovers.

~Our 4^th was great. My brother-in-laws father put on quite the fire-works show. It was nice outside and it was great to see everybody. My family is just a big ass fun loving redneck family. My brother-in-law and his family are not though and I think they get a big kick out of watching us like people watch the monkeys at the zoo.

~As for the ongoing saga with my son and his refusal to cut his curly fro. I finally, at least, got him to let me trim around his ears and neck. I would prefer to cut it all off, but it is a start at least.

~Funny observation. As we rode home from my dad's the other night, which is about a 45 min trip, all the kids sat quietly without fighting or picking at each other. Not even once. Again a few days later same thing. I realized that this has only been going on since Chris has gotten sirius radio in his new truck. Every time he has it on, it is on hair nation (which is 80's hair bands), the kids turn into zombies. I don't know why this type of music has such an effect on them, but it makes for a peaceful trip home.

~I have been very distant with people lately. Reason being is everyone wants to know how I am doing and blah blah blah. I am tired of bitching about how full my life is right now. I am not going to lie to these people and say that I am all peaches and cream and every time they ask I have nothing really positive to say. Only bitching. So, I just avoid the situation all together.

~I was a little excited about going back for my high school reunion that is coming up, until the bastards decided they would be going all out redneck on me. Fuck that shit I'm not going now. I have better ways to spend my money. How redneck are they going you ask?? They are planning on a pig roast celebration. I am sorry, but the idea of eating a fuckin pig that has been shoved in the ground to cook disgusts the hell out of me, especially since I don't eat pork. I remember the last time my parents did one was when I was in high school. That turned out to be one of the memories that scarred me for life. I will be sure to bill them for the therapy session to get over that one.

~Yesterday may or may not have been Pope Miss Myspace's (John) birthday, so everyone who hasn't already head on over and leave him birthday wishes.

~Speaking of John here are my words. I am going to do three in one shot, since I don't have much time to get through the whole alphabet.

~curmudgeon - bad-tempered person.

Well the only way I can associate this word with my life is the fact that I am very curmudgeon lately. My tolerance levels have dropped and my ability to handle bullshit has lessened. Also this is a name of a Nirvana song, if I remember right.

~disheveled - untidy.

Our condo is a little disheveled lately. It is not bad and is fairly clean, but it is not as clean as I would like for it to be. I can't wait until I can afford to hire a maid. A sexy ass male maid with a washboard stomach that does laundry with his shirt off. Yes indeedy.

~ebullience - exuberance, outburst of feeling.

I rarely exert ebullience. I don't get excited about much and I don't show much emotion either. I am not a boring person, I am just not the person that jumps up and down like a fuckin idiot hooting and hollering when I get excited. I prefer to just smile or something along that lines.

Well peeps that is it for today. I know it was rather boring and nothing of a great deal of interest, but that is all I've got.

Have yourselves a wonderful humpday!