JUDGE NOT LEST YE BE JUDGED

I am sooooo freakin bored that I don't know what to do with myself. I am stuck in the condo, because of he rain and work is closed today, because well they don't want all the old farts out on the roads trying to come in for their appointments. My kiddos spent the night at their dads last night, so I don't even have them to bug. Granted I am thankful that Ernesto is just a depression now and not a big deal, but damn I am lost. I always have thousands of things to do and I got nothing. The house is spotless, because the kids have been doing an awesome job lately and have been sticking to their chore list. Without complaining I might add. I have no homework, because the semester ended last week and the next one doesn't start up for another 2 weeks. I could watch TV, but I never watch TV so none of the shows interest me. I know I shouldn't be complaining, because in all reality I need this break, but it still sucks being bored.

I have also noticed a little bit of poo flinging the last few days on MySpace and I have to say it is a little ridiculous. I have read quite a few blogs that are solely written to bash someone. I have also seen many comments from others cutting people down. I just don't understand it all really. I mean I thought we were supposed to be adults. My kids are more respectful and less hurtful than some of the people on here and they are kids. We as adults should know better. What is it that causes people to drop 10 levels in maturity and act like they are in grade school? Who gives a shit what anyone does with their life or free time for that matter. It is of no concern to me and shouldn't be for anyone else. It is their life and since we only get one I can't judge others how they choose to fulfill it. Why be so damn judgmental?

We as human beings are all unique. No one possesses all the same interests or qualities. So where do we come up with this norms as to what is cool and what is uncool. Who sets these standards? We do. Why? Who the fuck knows. Are we all just really that bored that we have to act like vultures and jump on the bandwagon just to eat a few scraps of the bullshit?

What gets me is that we sit and say that our country has gone to shit lately. Well yes it has and one of the major problems it that we are divided. We separate ourselves into little groups and attack each other. How about for once instead of talking shit about someone, we try to understand where they are coming from. Try being a little less hateful and judgmental. I know it would be hard, since we are so used to just flapping our gums every time we see something we don't agree with or understand. But if we can't come together as a society we will never be anything more than a country filled with hypocrites and judgmental assholes.

I didn't really plan on semi-ranting about this, but the whole situation rubs me the wrong way. I think it mainly has to do with the fact that this type of crap is what my kids get to look forward to. How am I supposed to encourage them to respectful of others and non-judgmental, when some of the adults in our society can't even do it. How I am supposed to encourage them to be themselves and enjoy their life, when the some of the adults are so damn crotchety and have nothing better to do with their time than pick on others.

People need to stop and think about the things that they are doing and realize that their childish behaviors are more harmful than they think. They need to stop fucking it up for the younger generations. How would they feel if it was their child that was the one that was getting picked on all the time? I guess my point is that hate breeds hate and at some point we need to say enough. Judge not lest ye be judged.

Anyways, now that I have got that out of my system, I guess I will use this time to catch up on some of the blogs I have missed and then I suppose I will watch a movie or something. Hell I might even take a nap.

JUST A FEW THINGS

Just a few quick things today....

First and most important is that it is my telepathically connected friend ~Kristie Lynn's~ birthday.

Please send her wonderful birthday wishes and be sure to give her shit. Every time she gets a food craving she telepathically sends it my way and then I have to eat what ever it is. I personally blame her for the increase in my weight over the last few weeks, because of the choice in foods. But I still love her dearly. Oh and make sure you subscribe to her blogs. They are the best.

Second for those who are freaking out and messaging me because of Hurricane Ernesto. Yes we are under hurricane watch. Yes we live in southwest Florida and yes we will probably be effected in some way. As of right now it is back down to tropical storm, which is nothing. I dont know what it is going to do and neither does anyone else at this point. This year is a little different for us though since we are on the first floor, but we will do our best to prepare. I can tell you that if the winds are bad enough we will lose power, like we do every flippin damn time, but most often since we are the same grid as a fire department, it is on within 24 hours. Losing power means no computer, so for those that are worried at anytime and need to contact me.....you have my number. During and after storms like this, my service does fade in and out, but leave me a message and I will get back to you as soon as I can. I am not worried about this storm and neither should you guys. It is going to be an inconvenience at most.

Lastly the newest edition of The Blue Doodle is up. www.thebluedoodle.com

They have added a comment section on the main page. Feel free to leave a comment there with any of your thoughts.

Here is the link to the next part of my story. I was having a rough week so I will say it is not my best work, but at any rate check it out.

www.thebluedoodle.com/bookoff.html

Also Devil Insides newest is up.

www.thebluedoodle.com/writerpages/devilinside.html

SOMEONE STOP ME PLEASE

This weekend was a little rough on me, so ignore the randomness and babbling that may occur through out this blog. I had so many things going on this weekend, on top of finals, appointments and other stuff. I barely had time to breath, which is probably why I have a fever and a soar throat. Anyways.........

I took one of my finals Sunday afternoon and I take another one tonight. The last one will be on Thursday and I honestly can't wait until this semester is over. I am officially beat. I am in desperate need of rest and my brain needs a little break. I need to take some time off of work as well. My job is too damn demanding right now and balancing that and school and family is becoming more and more difficult. On a lighter note, I only have 3 classes this coming semester and then 2 classes the following semester and I will have my bachelors. Then the real fun begins as I work on my Masters.

I submitted my universal application for Physician Assistant programs in the US yesterday. This was one of the longest and most painful applications I have ever done. It literally took me over a month or so to fill it out. Anyways I did apply to my first choice NSU, which I am guaranteed to get in, but I also applied to Bethel U in Mckenzie, TN. Chris and I have discussed moving before and the hillbilly misses the mountains, so we shall see what happens. I can't say I am overly thrilled about moving and love the tropical atmosphere we live in now, but sometimes sacrifices must be made.

As always the newest edition of The Blue Doodle is up. I would like to say that I really enjoy writing for the doodle and love the group of people that are involved. They are true writers and stick to what writing is all about. After speaking with Amy this weekend, I realized that the writers on the Doodle are not just your average writers. Many of them are involved in some pretty cool things, such as one of them is on HBOs The Wire and I think one is the editor for The New York Times. And I will say that I am disappointed in the drama and harassment that has been recently created for the doodle, by a certain drunken babbling freakin idiot, but that neither here nor there.

I am also surprised by the fakeness that certain people on myspace exhibit. It makes me wonder what kind of a person they are in real life. Don't get me wrong not all people on here are that way, but there are some that just have no dignity or self-respect when it comes to their behavior on myspace. I wonder if they realize just how apparent it is. I do think though that they need a reality check on the fact that just because it is internet, it doesnt mean your morals and values should go out the window. What happened to self-preservation to these people?

Anyways.........babbling will now cease and desist.

If you have time today please check out mine and Amys newest parts in the novel write off on The Blue Doodle. Click the link itself:

www.thebluedoodle.com/bookoff.html

And as always check out Devil Insides latest submission as well.

Click the link itself:

www.thebluedoodle.com/writerpages/devilinside.html

Any feedback on the write off can be left here in the comment section. Oh and before I forget the answers, for those that missed them, for the survey are as follows:

-My favorite color is black

-I am going to school to become a PA

-My first name is Cara

-My favorite kind of music is classic rock

-I moved to Florida from Nebraska

-I write for The Blue Doodle

It's Definately Monday

Yup it is definately Monday. I can feel it coursing through my veins and I am glad to report I have made it through the last week and the weekend with only minor issues. A few physical and a few psychological. Granted I am still tired as hell and everyone has taken this opportunity to give me shit, since I don't have the energy to put up a fight, but over all I am good. Beware to those shit givers when I recover. lol

We had a great time at my son's party. I don't have pictures yet, since my camera was dead and I didn't know it until it was too late, but my bro-in-law tooks some and as soon as he sends them, I will post them. I don't know maybe I will do a whole picture blog. I have never really posted many pictures of us or our life outside of myspace. I will have to think on that one.

This week is still going to be a little rough and my time will still be limited on here. All the kids are starting school and we have 3 kids in 3 different schools. Should be interesting making sure everyone gets where their supposed to be on time.

I really wish life would just give me a break. Just one. It is not to much to ask really.

Anyways so what have I missed? Anything? I know that shitbag Novak still left despite everyone's begging and pleading and Gigi disappeared too, without notice I might add. Any other crappy myspace ongoings I need to be aware of?

Oh and one last thing. 2Mara and Dalectomy are doing a very cool little jungle story on www.thebluedoodle.com next week. They write the same story from their own perspective. It is an ongoing event and I will keep you updated as to the actual publishing date. They are both really good writers and I can't wait to read their stories.

Please forgive the A.D.D. like qualities of this blog. I am not fully myself as of yet and as always..............

Happy Monday!!!!!!!

This Rats A Pimpin

This is my first official pimp as a member of the Rat Pack. I know I know...........I am too self involved right now, so bite me. Really can someone bite me? Sounds like fun. Anyways, I came across this guy this morning and his blogs are rather amusing. You all know how frigid I have been lately and amusing me is rather hard to do. Poor soul probably has no idea that I've even subscribed yet. He has a little bit of a following already, but I still wanted to share him with you all. (Hell probably has twice the readers I do.)

Please meet..........

Norman Eugene Frankenwurder

How can you resist that adorable face? Don't take my word for it, go check out his BLOGS!!

Happy Thursday to you all!

PS: I am starving. Can someone bring me a doughnut? Also, I will probably use Thursday's blogs for official Rat Pack business from now on.

It's friday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wow I know this is like a record for me by blogging everyday this week, but there have been so many things going on worth writing about. I also have some really good things planned for next week, but I can't tell you anything about it right now. I know like you give a shit.

I just wanted to take a few minutes and show some support for the rest of my fellow bloggers and Aaaaron who developed this wonderful site called www.mysimplemind.com. It is a site that allows you to rank and vote for your top 20 bloggers. I know there are still a few kinks in the site itself, like bloggers listed that don't write anymore and ones that are ranked twice, but is still really cool.

I signed up two months ago for this, only with the intentions of showing support for a few of my favorite writers/bloggers. I had no intentions upon myself being put into the rankings. Yesterday as I was checking on how my peeps were doing I noticed that I was on the list and somehow managed to get a few votes. At first I was a little weirded out by this, since I was ranked higher than a few of my absolute favorites and I didn't even submit myself.

Who ever voted for me and included me thanks. I am extremely flattered that I was even included. Someone also added Devil Inside, so on his behalf thanks as well.

If you guys get sometime today go and check it out. I am NOT asking for you to vote for me. I am simply asking you to give it a look and possibly vote for YOUR favorites. It takes 2 seconds to sign up and you can add yourself if you want. It also offers some help for those that are interested in furthering your blogging status.

wwww.mysimplemind.com

UPDATE: OKAY SO APPARANTLY THE SITE WAS DOWN FOR A LITTLE BIT THIS MORNING, BUT IT IS UP AND IN WORKING ORDER NOW.

Happy Friday!! Yea Yea Yea

PS: Myspace is acting like a whore today and I am not getting notices on messages, blogs, no nothing. I will do my best to try and keep on top of things, but you all know I have the attention span of a gnat. If it isn't put right in front of me, I dont think about it. Also has anyone seen Hezz? She hasn't been on in a few days and I don't know how to contact her.

A special thanks to all the ratters for their pimping of my blog yesterday. I didn't get a whole bunch of comments, but the view response was unbelievable and hopefully Norm gained himself some new subscribers.

Need I Say More

I am taking a break from writing a gender communications paper and wanted to share a few things with you before I went back to work on it.

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Happy Humpday to you all!!

Pimp tagged

I was pimp tagged by the sassy little ~*Kristie Lynn*~. Check her and her blogs they are great.

I guess this is a new form of tag going around. I don't usually participate in these willingly, but since I have never actually pimped anyone specifically before I will do so with out whining.

Here's the way it works: I am gonna pimp 6 of my favorite bloggers and while pimping them I am also tagging them to pimp six of their favorite bloggers. Since I am over due on the pimping I am doing more than 6.

Each one of these bloggers is awesome. They all make me laugh, are highly intelligent, and challenge me intellectually in some way. Each one of them has something to add to the blogging community and I encourage you to take the time to read each of their blogs. Open up your minds to them as I have and I promise you will not be disappointed.

Greg

Dizzy Girl

Richelle

Senior Gregorio

Gothica

Pope Miss Myspace

~*Wicked Game*~

Burst My Bubble

Sweet Surrender

Slacker Mom

Please take the time to look through these bloggers and give them all a shot. They are all truly good writers with brilliant minds. I won't be on much this weekend, I have too many things going on, so don't do anything good without me. Enjoy your weekend and Happy Friday!

Baleful

Keeping in the same spirit as yesterdays blog I decided it was a good idea to take Pope Miss Myspace up on his suggestion. Who knows, maybe the more ones I post, the more I will remember.

Baleful - harmful; ominous; causing evil.

It has been my experience that humans are, at times, the most baleful of species on the face of this earth. We cause harm and angst to other, sometimes, simply for no reason other than our own selfish gratification. Often times we really dont need a reason to justify our fowl behavior, we just simply do it because we can.

Not all people are this way all the time, but everyone is guilty of some type of devious behaviors. We as humans cant help it and some of us are just more open about it. How many of us can honestly say that we have never done anything shitty to someone else just for the hell of it or picked on someone simply because we didnt like them for some petty reason? If you say you havent, then you are kidding yourself.

Here is my theory and it is just that. A theory.

I dont think our brains are evolutionarily adapting fast enough to keep up with the speed of changing survival requirements. We still posses the kill or be killed hardwiring that our ancestors needed. The over-aggressive gene just keeps tagging along somehow despite the fact that we really dont need it as much as we used to. We are not fighting for our survival or fending of Saber Toothed tigers anymore, yet the little guy keeps popping up in our genetic makeup. So that leaves us with this un-necessary instinct that we dont know what to do with and causes us to take it out on each other. But nevertheless, evolution is a process and adaptation occurs over a long period of time. We have the capability for our brains to adapt to a functioning level that is more sophisticated than it is right now, but it takes time. In fact, as most of already know, we do not even use a large portion of our brains, so just imagine years from now what the brain power of our species will be. Hopefully that doesn't turn us into a bunch of egotistical maniacs, well more so than we already are anyways.

Happy Friday!!

This ADD blog has been, in part, brought to you by Carnation Instant Hot Chocolate. I rarely eat chocolate or have a great deal of sugar, but this morning was different. I thought I needed a little energy boost and now I am bouncing off the walls. YAAAHHOOO!!!